ÿþ<!DOCTYPE HTML PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional//EN"> <html><head><title>JELLYFISH MAGAZINE 1.0</title> <style text="text/css"> <!-- body { background: url(jellywall2.gif); background-repeat: repeat; position: ; background-attachment: fixed; width: ; font-family: helvetica; verdana; tahoma; georgia; garamond, arial, verdana, georgia, arial; font-size: 11px; color: #303030; text-align: justify; line-height: 17px; letter-spacing:1.3px; } } td,body,div,tr {font-family: arial, verdana, georgia, garamond, verdana; font-size: 10pt; } A{color:BBDEF4; text-decoration:none; } A:link{color:black; text-decoration:none; } A:visited{color:black;text-decoration:none; } A:hover{color:black; text-decoration:none; } --> </style> </head><body topmargin="0" leftmargin="0" bgcolor="#BBDEF4" text="#000000"> <div style="position:absolute; left:619; top:365;; width:210; font-size: 7pt; letter-spacing:0.3px; text-align:justify"> <a href="index.html"><img src="numbaone.gif"border=0></a> </div> <div style="position:absolute; left:640; top:300; width:210; font-size: 7pt;letter-spacing:.9px; text-align:left"> <a href="zachsavich.html">Zach Savich</a><BR> <a href="carolinecabrera.html">Caroline Cabrera</a><BR> <a href="mikeyoung.html">Mike Young</a><BR> <a href="adamcogbill.html">Adam Cogbill</a><BR> <a href="davidbartone.html">David Bartone</a><BR> <a href="christophercheney.html">Christopher Cheney</a> <BR> </div> <div style="position:absolute; left:750; top:300; width:210; font-size: 7pt; letter-spacing:.9px; text-align:left"> <a href="annececeliaholmes.html">Anne C. Holmes</a> <BR> <a href="jeffdowney.html">Jeff Downey</a><BR> <a href="arifeld.html">Ari Feld</a><BR> <a href="lilyladewig.html">Lily Ladewig</a><BR> <a href="philipmuller.html">Philip Muller</a><BR> <a href="kimberlyabruzzo.html">Kimberly Abruzzo</a><BR> </div> <div style="position:absolute; left:855; top:300; width:210; font-size: 7pt; letter-spacing:.9px; text-align:left"> <a href="shannonludersmanuel.html">Shannon Luders-Manuel</a><BR> <a href="stokelyklasovsky.html">Stokely Klasovsky</a><BR> <a href="mirandadennis.html">Miranda Dennis</a><BR> <a href="jaredsinclair.html">Jared Sinclair</a><BR> </div> <div style="position:absolute; left:120; top:0; width:446; height: 100%; background:; padding:4em 4em 4em;"> <BR><font size="6"><b>Jared Sinclair</b></font><BR><BR><BR><BR> <b><font size="3">Jim and Tom, Sausalito 1977</font></b><BR><BR> &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>on Mapplethorpe</i><BR><BR> Do pictures of flowers remind you of home?<BR> Polaroid self-portraits, Benjamin Green,<BR> Andy Warhol, Patti Smith á la Dürer <BR> and <i>Portfolio X</i> on an NEA<BR> to make you and your bullwhip <i>une cause célèbre,</i><BR> the kind of nonsense everyone thinks they want.<BR> And how strange in 1988, your HIV announced,<BR> to watch your photographs sell:<BR> a half-million each like you were already dead.<BR> So by 1997, and pulled out of the University<BR> library, I'm sure you had the routine.<BR> Anyway, I doubt you would have cared what<BR> some policeman in Birmingham had to say.<BR> You could call that freedom, I suppose,<BR> the way you worked, that <i>fuck you</i> attitude.<BR> I'm getting there, myself. I can feel it happen,<BR> sometimes, when my mother calls and asks<BR> how I'm doing, or when I'm telling a story<BR> and I almost change my date into  my friend <BR> because it's easier, or seems to be.<BR><BR> If it is freedom, it's a kind like in<BR> that Kris Kristofferson song, where you're<BR> so broken down you have to start making<BR> things to believe in. You believed in<BR> flowers. I guess I do too, and in birds.<BR> <BR> <BR><BR><b><a href="index.html">Home</a> >>><BR><BR><BR> <BR> </div> </body></html>